Keep Me Alive

Put your hand to my chest.
Please, I need this.
I need you.
I need that one thing that'll make me feel alive.
Make me feel alive again.
I'm dying, darling.
Can't you save me?
Won't you see the undying love I give you?
No matter what, I always will.
I would die for you,
I would kill for you.
Every time I see you talk to someone else,
I feel this burning hate for them.
Doesn't even matter who.
I just…do.
I guess I'm possessive,
But how am I possessive over something I don't have?
Well…had.
But that was a long time ago,
I miss that.
Quite a bit.
A lot, actually.
Ok, an enormous amount.
It feels as though I'm being flooded by darkness.
I still dream about you.
Don't look at me like that.
I'm serious, really.
There's this one,
Where you're in this stark black dress,
Your eyes are glistening,
And your skin is almost…glowing.
We're in this room void of anything,
Only us.
You walk up to me,
And brush the hair away from my face.
As I just stand there,
Heart ready to burst,
And you kiss me.
And then I wake up.
Every time, after the kiss,
I always wake up.
I truly don't want to awaken.
Because reality is, that probably won't happen.
You moved on.
But could you ever come back?
You seem to be the only one that matters,
I swear,
I'll love you more than anyone else has.
I would do whatever it takes to make you happy.
And we could live together so blissfully.
You could give me reason to live again.
Even as the rest of my life is decaying,
You can be my reason to stay.
Because God knows,
There really isn't anything keeping me right now.